It's just that I feel like I want to keep going but I feel as though I am suffering and that I really want to it. And sometimes I have bouts where I feel absolutely fine...the taste in my mouth isn't as bad as it used to be; maybe I'm just getting used to it. Also I keep thinking: I made it this far...MUST KEEP GOING.
But...you can see where the problem is. My mind is being pulled two opposite directions. I don't want to give in, yet I can't wait to eat again. I'm not sure what to do.