Do I give the impression of someone who fears? Did my language or my acts show something like this?
It's more like a choice and my perception of how things are. My lifestyle, my philosophy. I find very difficult to understand that people who say are Christians can tolerate easily a thing like this.
I see people at bodybuilding make such a strict life that I can't compete with them and all of this because they love their sport.
We say love Jesus, believe in him and so and we find difficult to make a day without meat or alcohol or good life. Me first of all. A true believer would respect the Law. A true believer wouldn't risk.
I hope you try to take the meaning of what I am saying and not the words I use.