Also, lately I've realized that I am following routines that I was into 2 years ago right when the candida exploded due to the Antibiotics . Today, I realized that the music I was listening to (Tori Amos' From The Choirgirl Hotel), the Acne that has popped up around my lips, my thinking process, and also, I was really obsessed today with the fact that I did a hard drug 2 years ago that I thought gave me brain damage. Telling you this may not seem like a big deal, but I haven't listened to Tori Amos since summer 2005, nor have I gotten these mouth pimples in 2 years, or have I even thought about that drug usage from summer 2005. It feels like I'm retracing backwards and I'm subconsciously following the life I was living when I first started getting sick! It's really odd! I presume it's a good thing though, so I'm living it up!