To those who fight ropeworm
I wish I could tell you guys that I have figured out the cure for this mysterious bug. But I am still in the process of eliminating it out of my system. My biggest motivation to write this is Depression
or suicidal thoughts that come with this bug. I used to think that it was just the nature of me being in a melancholic disempowered state of mindÖHaving to do major cleanses and making some progress with clearing the ropeworm out of my body showed me complete otherwise. I am an energetic happy social person! And so Are you! If you struggle with suicidal thought and there is really not a major sad thing that happened to you to make you so sad, and you experience lots of digestive problems, chances high that ropeworm got to your psyche.
I had struggled with petit-mal seizures since I was 9. That was the beginning. Was always obsessed with food and sweets, sweets particularly. But my family was poor, so ropeworm was kept at bay in my childhood. When I got to live an adult life and moved to US, Sugar
and candy was far too plentiful to indulge in. Especially on a sad day! Sugar
would always lift me up and make me fun, and happy. So that was my rescue to the deep emotional pit I was in after the divorce. Then I was into binge eating (anything was in sight and bags and bags of candy) and later coffee. And I suspect ropeworm really grew at that time. I gradually turned gluten free, dairy free trying to help my worsened petit mal seizures. (Later got diagnosed to have celiac). Hated myself and my relationship with food... Bowels got to be out of control, stomach was in much pain. Tried raw diet to heal. Green smoothies, nothing helped with digestive problems and I still binged. And I was a wreck with my emotions. And I often felt like life is draining out of my belly. Copious amounts of meditation and mental work, to get myself out of destructive binging patterns helped out some. Over a couple of years, my digestive functioning got to be a bit more normal, but pain in my lower right side of my belly would just never go away. Still had petit-mal seizures and food allergies
, gassy, elimination of waste had become a problem. My persona really shut down on the social aspect. Bloated, tired, anxious, sickly, semi-conscious due to the high amount of petit malsÖ But the worst of all I started to feel extremely worthless and started to think how am I going to finish myself. And I was only 28 at the time.
Then a magic person came to my life and suggested that my seizures were caused by a parasite. I thought he was just making it up. But decided to explore and see if at least digestive would feel better.
First: Tried Papaya seeds Ė itching went away, that gave me hope.
Then, Raw Pumpkin seeds Ė enormous mood swing, bloating, and foul gas, diarrhea Ė My mind cleared of from fog, and I was full of energy and super happy next day. Remembering suicidal thoughts seemed like such foolishness. SEIZURES minimized by 80% per day.
(including grains) and coffee out of my diet. And did Pumpkin seeds plus odourless garlic pills. (few weeks) Ė thatís when I got to see the strings come out, and even the jellyfish stage. Experienced major rise in energy levels during that time. Petit Mals are almost absent.
Suspected hookworm, went to the doctor. Stool test showed negative.
Stayed away from sugar next 2 months. Ate beets, carrots, my garlic pills, pumpkin seeds, papaya, coconut, hot souses Ė Felt pretty good, but still had most of the symptoms happening, but my head was clear.
Then tried Hulda Clark
Cleanse. First felt extremely tired. But when my body would expel things I would feel great. Especially, if I ate some pumpkin seed a little prior. Sometimes ropes would come out. Greatly reduced bloating and gas. My desire to eat was diminished. Lost some weight. I was happy with myself and hopeful. Energy levels twice as high, and I was excited to build my life. However, difficulty with elimination was still present. And I was seeing black specks in my stool that just won't go away (And no, those are not from eating too many bananas!).
Did another comprehensive stool test (testing for 40 parasite
types this time) nothing that indicated what I saw in my toilet. When I was scheduled for the test, I had to quit any antiparasitic supplements and eat a normal diet. Thatís when my usual symptoms of itching, anxiety, fatigue, petit mals, brain fog, and depressive state came back.
Discouraged I kept on doing Hulda Clark
ís maintenance for months. Still having a limited diet. And still having binges 2 days before fool moon. Major mood swings. From happy and cheery to crybaby and very socially awkward almost all the time.
Then I came across descriptions of ropeworm. That matched what I saw coming out. Learned about Miracle-Mineral-Supplement
. Decided to try it. First tries were terrible. A single dose of 3 drops would make me sick. It was painful to adopt it in my schedule since even one dose would put me out to sleep, or make completely dysfunctional. I was getting frustrated with it, and how terrible it was making me feel. However, I noticed, when my tolerance grew to it, my body sort of craved the doses. So I decided to go super slow. I also tried Miracle-Mineral-Supplement
enemaí s at the same time and that is what encouraged me to continue drinking it, as I saw a great deal of rope coming out after the procedure. The problem is that enema washes out only lower part of the large colon, and I suspect ropeworm sits much higher in the digestive tract (at least in my case). Encouraged by enema I decided to keep on drinking Miracle-Mineral-Supplement
. Only I switched to night time, so I can sleep off the fatigue. The first doses of 2 drops that I did (at 11 pm, 12 am, 1 am) I felt crazy motions in my stomach/upper colon area. ďWild cat in a bagĒ motion was happening in my belly. So I thought that is a good sign, and that is what I am doing now. I progressed from 2 drops 3 times, to 3 drops 6 times at night. There was a moment when I increased to 3 drops, I got extremely sick with diarrhea and vomiting next morning. Horrific pain for 2 hours. But was astounded to find ropes in my stool next day. Body felt relieved but mentally I felt toxic, drained, and wanted to die. Until I did a cleansing enema! It flushed all the dead tissue out, and I believe I had expelled one of the bulbs. The following week was fantastic! Energy, happiness, relationship with people are easy, no more bloating, stool normalized and I am able to eat some dairy! WOW
Drinking lots of Kefir to support the gut flora and keep the rope from growing! But I still have noises and bellyache in the same damn spot, I have had for 4 years now. I am assuming that is the location of the giant head. (If there is such thing)
Now, I am still at it, I donít know what diet to follow anymore. I have been eating grains, weak coffee in the morning (just can't do without it in the winter) and even letting myself to eat some sugar. And I tell you what, I can feel it acting up, and being happy to be able to consume that sugar! I am more hungry. I am itchy again, seizures reappeared so did the stool changed and the worst part, suicidal thoughts had come back! Now after almost a full year journey, I can definitely tell, when my psyche affected by the rope. And as difficult as it is I must stay strong to know that I am LOVED and LOVING and IMPORTANT. Because that thing makes you feel otherwise. We WORTH living and thriving!!! And that is worth making the sacrifice on some food and perhaps some personal freedoms, to beeing able to be completely free of this animal. I believe all together we can figure out how to free ourselves from it!
I had an attempt to switch to Keto diet and I hope this is the trick! Since this animal feeds on anything that turns to sugar, perhaps starving it up will work? I did it for 10 days, as much as budget allowed. I am going to try it again in combination with MMS during summer months, as I felt something positive was happening during the 10 days I was on it.
Foods ropeworm loves:
Grains (rice, wheat, beans etc)
Fruit (much friendlier than refined sugar or grains)
Foods and supplements ropeworms hates:
, clove supplements
Coconut (unsweetened dried)
Gluten (my guess)
Important: To take internal cleansers to eliminate toxic waste released by the ropeworm on the daily bases or after a dieoff. I used psyllium husk to help clean the mucus from the intestinal lining that parasites
like to hide in. Activated charcoal and ChlorOxygen when I experienced a major dieoff. Lots of folks love diatomaceous earth (food grade) Iíve never tried.
I also have a great hope for Gubarevís enema protocols.
I wish you all good luck, and much strength to go thru this life-changing care for your body. Help yourself and share with us what worked for you. And please, please know that when depressive thoughts roll in, that it is not you. And you are worthy of your own feelings and your joyful happy life!!