You are so nice :).
I just always hope some toxins in my head shake loose. When I have a headache it is always at the top of my head, my mother had it too, including Depression and when she was older altzeimers. I am still an optimist and hope I can do better.

The color reminded me what Wombat, way in the beginning, once mentioned. I have to get my dictionary out, to see the word I am thinking of, can't find it, sounds like "scicadelic".