I can't sleep. Had a really strange dream about being at the scene of an accident and watching someone die. I realized it was a dream and started to exit the scene, but voices started saying "No Gayle, don't go!" So I went back and witnessed a death. I screamed as the person died, even though I didn't know who it was. Woke up crying. I tried to go back to sleep and heard a voice. It was a female voice, a crystal clear bell like voice, that said, "They'll try to take you out when they leave!" It felt like was going to melt several times as I drifted off to sleep. The melting sensation has been occuring frequently lately. It feels good, but for some reason it frightens me and awakens me. I wonder if it is the worms feeling fear, because they are about to die off, and if they put off adrenaline that gets into my system.

I feel really good and strong. I gave a friend a massage tonight and he got tired of me rubbing him, wanted it to be over. I only weigh 100 pounds. I use to need a nap after giving massages, because I got so tired from doing it. Now I have to limit the amount of time I spend working on people. This is amazing.