Sorry to hear of your problems. Many of us have been there, and HAVE gotten well. I feel for you. My first tip would be to stop complicating stuff so much. Honestly, much, some say all, illness is rooted in two things...toxins and lack of minerals. And that sounds exactly ike your predicament. Toxins can come from what you eat, drink, but also from autointoxication. Autointoxication means poisoning from within your own body, meaning your body is unable to process the amount of toxins it is coming into contact with. This can happen due to food choices, medications, poor digestion, parasites, candida, and maybe even your liver and kidney's being overwhelmed. The way to fix this is to eat pure foods. Fresh foods , never processed. PLenty of fresh vegetable, and salads. Eating raw is good, but cooked might be better until you get digestion working better.
Lack of minerals. That can come from too many toxins and your diet. Your body will use minerals to neutralize toxins , in the meantime this process robs your body and numnerous symptoms pop up. Also, parasites, candida will drain you terribly.
All this in conjuction can make you very sick, an weaken your body to the point where everything goes haywire.
Almost all the symptoms you have are ones many of us have or have had during the course of the battle with candida.
There is really only a few things to do, it is really very simple. I did not say easy, but it is simple. Sticking to the diet is hard, but if you want your life back, and you do not want to deteriorate any further, you will need to commit.
You will be able to get your digestion working better, and then eating healthier and better absorbtion will get those minerals into you. Slowly as your body regains strength adn repairs itself you will see a huge difference. It might take many months or even a year or longer, but it is so well worth it.
Do not complicate things, or obsess over it. It is all simple. Change your diet, drink pleny of water, take supplements to easily absorb as amny nutrinets as you can. Bowel cleanse, using p& b shakes with an antifungal such as caprylic acid. Do enemas to flush out junk fast. Also, you can cleanse for parasite
at the same time. But you might suffer from die off. You will need to gauge your own reaction and customize your own plan there. No one can do that for you, since we are all different.
But i can give you suggestions on where I started.
P& B Shakes ( psyllium and benotnite) shakes are designed to sweep the bowel clean and the benotnite absorbs toxins. These can be constipating so tailor it to everyday day, every other day or whatever works.
Caprylic oil. Add this to the shakes. As the psyllium expands it will force the antifungal into the bowel wall where the candida hides. It is very effective.
Fish oil- omega 3. very important especially for mental issues like mental illness type things, anxiety, brain fog and more. It is food for the brain and will help you repair that area.
Calcium , magnesium, vitamin c, pantothenic acid, are all excellent helpers. Especially calcium and magnesium which rasie the ph, help with digestion and magnesium helps so much with anxiety.
Low fat, higher quality meats , chicken and fish with veggies fresh and cooked. Salads. nuts. You will need to be strict here unfortunately or treatment will not work.
You do not need to stay away from your dog. But hopefully you take your dog for regular checkups, esecially with a stool sample to make sure he/she does not have any parasites. Wash your hands frequently as you should any way.
Indecisiveness is a major symptom of depression.