somewhere in the night i am bathing in a shallow slow river, there are a bunch of guys with me, we are all of a kind of enthusiast club, sharing the interest for a type of car or some activity or another. Standing on the muddy riverbed, someone mentions some expense or something, something needing payment, i listen and remember an old pirate treasure strewn on the riverbottom, right where we are, i run my fingers along the mud and feel the goldcoins. i hold a couple up and ask if this will help. seeing underwater that all the people i'm with are standing upon mud strewn with gold coins.

then next step and the juicy one, happens in a highway servicestation area, it's in the states this (might been inspired from having seen the disneycartoon 'cars')
It's a really big service station and it got everything. loads of truckers stop by there. It's sunny and spring warm. i'm going around, talking with people and looking, then i meet this veteran trucker, he tells m he was one of the first to come o this location, twenty years ago, he built himself a house here. it's a big brassy american house, one can drive under it into the open courtyard and hrough on the other side. as he show me around, telling me what they do here( they must have a club or something, a fraternity) i drive in his car, him sitting at the passenger side, it's a ac cobra, my favorite car perhaps, i realise the roads leaving his house and gardens don't go anywhere, the curve round and come back to the house from another place, just as i wonder if it is possible to get away from this place, i'm am with my mother, brother and sister, in the serviceplace coffeshop. My mother is telling me about her superhuman abillities, she have an agenda, seems eager to have me join their cause, and tells me the skills and abilities comes with embracing of the cause in equal measure, i detect a predatory attitude, they don't ask me to do anything harmful, but i sense i might be bound or tricked to do it if i go along. my brother is on the outside, talking with some peers in the parkingarea, i understand he is to become a vampire, a certain status this brings.
we go outside and the message is clear that only by sharing this cause will abillities come to me. my mother demonstrates flying in the air, i am walking away but they are there with me. then i'm waking up and in a flash i have this memory of me fighting my mother, opposing her, we both spin around in the air, possessing both skills of that sort, but i'm not into harming people, which she somehow is. seeing tthis i remember, yes, i don't have to be one of them to have abillities, i can be able also being of a peaceful persuasion. Then i wake fully up, feel an rotten taste in the back of my mouth and swallow repeatedly.
i lie still trying to remember all of the dream, the dream feels very vivid and stands out strong to my but the details and events much elude me. i become aware of a pain in my left kidney. it came to me just yesterday as i was inside my car twisting the spine to get out. never had it before and it was quite painful. now in bed i lie still and try to elongate the spine, relaxing and releasing, there is a 'crack' as two vertebraes move and the pain diminishes. Somehow i feel the pain/attention to the kidney was what brought along the dream. There is is in my kidney something of this sort that the dream displayed to me. Some family and energy issue. the kidney has been better since the crack, still i feel it though. As a little child, i had dreams of my mother as a vampire. on of them was even a double dream, meaning i woke up from one dream into another, dreaming that i was awake at home getting up to go to school, feeling brave cause my mother could not be a vampire in daylight, but then she flys over the house and chase me through the scrubs and trees downhill.

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