Maya,
I don't have "time" for these 'worries'. And I trust you. I'm about healing, angels, even fairies and rainbows and music.

These words came up recently, by someone I had "prayed" into my life, then I did a search, and suddenly, just before I go off to seek "peace" I'm "lost".

Okay, the person I trust, we will call him "Charles", has blessed my life. He is an amazing healer, and his integrity, especially in his relationship with me, has been amazing. (I think I was a little sleep deprived drunk, and I offered him things which he laughingly refused.) Anyway, I love and trust the man, but he is rocking the foundations of my world. He used the words the other day as a challange "maintain an impeccable vibration". And he wants me to learn to trust my feelings.

Okay, but being the person that opens Pandora's box, he used a name, Barbara Hand Clow, and I, curious child, looked it up. Then I came up with a word, Pleidians, I believe. Then I searched curezone, and came up with OHFORO7 excerpt on the Illuminati. And then the spleen/pancreas started hurting when I read his "excerpt from the Illuminati".

So it distressed me. I'm questioning my whole belief system, and these things (like Barbara Clow--wierd just going to her website sent electricity and vibrations running that FELT good, but I don't have time....sigh) and then coming up with the excerpt (which just was confusing and scary, but again electrical)....

Maya, my timing stinks. I'm so far behind....I sense urgency....and I don't want to make a major mistake. So is my friend the devil? In my belief system, we have a scripture (I don't even know which scriptures are LDS and which ones are just Christian) that woe be to him that calls good evil and evil good.

I LOVE JESUS CHRIST. Everything else--I just don't know.
Can you give me any insights? It's like I'm being pulled between two worlds, and I'm going to have to choose one, and to be honest, I'm so scared I don't need to do an enema. I'm not FEARFUL, I'm just honestly scared. So much is riding on "it" and I don't even know what the hell "it" is.

And what keeps going through my mind is "I don't have time for this" And then I hear "TAKE THE TIME".

At this point, I would trust my friend "Charles" with my life. BUT now the little bit he didn't expect me to follow up on is being a pandora's box. And he didn't want me to open it, and I haveen't told him...

So what am I looking for? I guess your opinion of OhForo7, any thing you know, or any reassurance you can give. All my life, my hearts desire has been to please my Heavenly Father and Mother, and now, it seems there are dark areas I don't even want to know about....but I don't want to lose my soul, either. Oh shit. And I didn't used to swear.

This is long. No hurry to answer. I'm behind in my "3 d world" right now. And my shoulders and body can feel my concern about this. I wish I could shrug it off, and I can, but not sure I should.

with love and respect,
(although this is addressed to Invincible, all comments/helpful are welcome.)
pjangel