Dont BREAK! You are such a motivator! I read your post to get support and is encouraged to keep on. I am sure you can do it. I have printed out a picture that was taken last week and posted it, was so sad when i saw it, but I look at it daily and say I don't want to stay there, and the pic keeps me going to my goal, so I can post another pic beside it much much smaller! So, you may need to find something that will motivate you to keep going, since you have already started. I know in your mind its like I got this far why go "back" to the old way, and then its but I just cant last, I didn't before....change that train of thought. Thats the past and and we cant live there, nor is there life in the past its over, but today and right NOW there IS life which calls for a new beginning. So tell yourself this is a new day and I can do this!