I am sorry you are struggling.
Wre are our own worst critics and enemies when we make our selves feel bad.
When that happens and you loss track.
Stop and think of the 6 days you did stay on track.
Think about all the people you know and ask yourself if there is any one of them that could have done that?
The Salt water flush is a fasting mode only.
You should be pretty much all empty when you try it
Must get back to work now
Good luck and be nice to yourself!