Rudenski
I don't know why I walked off the edge of heaven. I just did. I was walking toward a huge line of white orbs as they just walked off the edge so I got in line and did the same thing. It was almost as if I had done it serveral times before and I just knew what to do. There is no fear and no darkness there. There are no tears. It is a joy to be there..in heaven...with this wonderful being... The Inexpressable Light of Love...
I looked into a pitch black thick darkness and stepped off the edge of this rectangular shaped heaven. Still there was no fear but everything around me was absolute darkness. I could see the orbs in front of me...They weaved down in an irregular pattern...appearing like a precarious ladder...going down... into complete darkness...
I didn't know where I was going...and I did not seem concerned about the journey. This was not the tunnel I had come from... This place I called heaven was beyond time and space....long before there were stars and matter. There was not time where I came from...but where I was going to....from a far and distant vantage point... I witnessed time speeding forward from the beginning of the existence of a material earth...to its ultimate destruction......
The first physical objects I recognized were points of light that looked like faint lights in the distance. At this point I began to recognize the backs of my hands in front of me. It was quite a bit different than looking at my body...there was a distinct lightness to them...not transparant...but not solid either...
I looked behind me...to look at stars flying paast me; behind me were a trail of other beings...but they still looked like orbs....dancing across the cosmos...like a crazy chinese new year's dragon....I looked forward again and planets went flying by.
It was an amazing trip in retrospect....but I was not in awe... I could conrtol my movements but I was falling at a blinding speed.
Then in front of me was a blue marble... Earth.... IT WAS BEAUTIFUL....Perfect....Uncontaminated..Illuminated....Earth had become clean....and pure... Then....A huge explosion from the center of the Earth occured....Earth was shattered into a billion pieces......I was observing the end of the Earth.....The fireball errupted fom the center and the Earth began breaking into parts
...The pieces of earth went flying past me on the edge of what I believe was the atmosphere.......{Kind of odd that I saw earth exploding outward because I had a certain sense that I was seeing the end of time...moving backwards...)....I have to stop here....The next part of my experience will take too much out of me to say right now....I want to let the experience speak for itself and I sense from my last statement that I am getting beyond my ability to say what occured....I will try again when I can : )
But do not dread the future....our souls are indesrtuctable...If the earth fell into the sun today...your soul could dance in the flames...(That saying was just given to me by Yah" : )
Part V