today for the first time in three years i caught a glimpse of the taryn-spark.
i have been spending a lot of time the past couple of years wondering what happened to that sparkley self that was me, i tried every path of action i could concieve of to get "it" back -- trying new things, reinforcing old things, reaching out, turning inward, yoga, moving meditation, blahblahblah on and on -- and i began to resign myself to having just flat out changed. i was starting to think that since i had a baby, the new sense of responsibility could not coexist with my spunk.
i was wrong.
i was so wrong.
feeling ALIVE(!) and in Relation with All There Is, not to mention to remember what it is that i really can contribute to this world, and remember that i thrive doing so...
i broke down and cried the sensation was so overwhelming, i had to pull over because i was driving.
i have found my oldest and dearest friend because of this cleanse.
and man... were the last three days HARD to get through. i understand now why it had to be that way.