First of all I am sorry to read of your strife. It is unfortunate that people seem to rely on Dr. Clark somewhat, believing that one must follow her methods to the very letter in order to acquire a cure. Personally, I feel that if one follows her protocol to the very letter then one's life is effectively over, regardless of the dis-ease or indeed the cure.
First of all, I would like to suggest you post your message on the Ask Barefoot forum. I am not for one minute suggesting he will detail a plan guaranteed to remedy your lack of ease, but he may well comment upon Dr. Clark's methods, and I am certain his words on this matter will be of interest to you.
Secondly, I would love for you to read the following message, posted by one Andreas Moritz (who, in my humble opinion, is CureZone's crowning glory):
Thirdly, I would suggest ditching the zapper altogether and abstaining from solid food for as long as you deem fit. Fasting starves the dis-eased cells and purifies the blood, promoting circulation and alleviating congestion (i.e. tumours). Adding a parasite program to your fast will declare total and utter war on all unnatural and mutated bacteria, viruses, parasites and cells.
Fourthly, it may be wise for you to follow the previous recommendations and begin decocting an herbal tea of some form, known of course to combat what people label cancer. Essiac’s efficacy has been proven time and time again, but I would also advise researching red clover blossoms. Dr. John R. Christopher declared red clover blossoms as the “antidote” to cancer; and indeed, red clover blossoms are perhaps the strongest blood purifier there is. There exists a cancer formula, which synergistically combines various other cleansing and rebuilding herbs along with the red clover blossoms, and this surely is far more potent than the four-herb Essiac blend. Of course, both blends perform slightly different tasks, so it may be best to consume Essiac for a week, red clover combination for a week, and so on and so forth. The combination of herbal teas will purify the blood, drain the lymph, cleanse the liver and kidneys and rebuild the gut.
Foods such as cabbage, broccoli, kale, cauliflower, etc., are known for their cancer-killing properties, so perhaps when abstaining from solid food you could juice the above vegetables. Dr. Max Gerson had astonishing success with patients of all kinds, curing them of so-called terminal illnesses simply by juicing vegetation. Likewise, Rudolph Breuss cured countless patients with juice extracted from the humble carrot, beetroot and radish.
Then, and perhaps most importantly of all, is fasting ala Ehret, Hay, Shelton, etc. These men, these revelations, promoted simple fruit juice fasting which purged the body of all unnatural materials (mucous, pus, accumulated waste, etc), and followed by a mucous-less diet of fresh fruits and green, leafy vegetables, patients of all dis-eases were cured and achieved a state of mental, physical and spiritual health hitherto thought fantastical.
A liver flush is the very first thing you should do on your path to well-being. Dis-ease simply cannot exist in a body whose blood flows freely and unperturbed. Cleansing the liver and gallbladder flushes stones, parasites, stagnant bile, and unknown filth of all kinds from the bile ducts, which allows perfectly filtered blood to travel to all areas of the body, cleansing, fuelling and rebuilding as it goes.
I apologize if my post is in any way incoherent and/or random, but there are so many ways to annihilate dis-ease it is sometimes difficult to know where to begin. There are literally hundreds if not thousands of ways to cure yourself of what the medical establishment labels as cancer; what is written above is just a few…
And I truly believe you have come to the right place in order to attain the information which, when applied, will remedy all your ills.
Ask Barefoot: http://curezone.com/forums/f.asp?f=626
Ask Andreas Moritz: http://curezone.com/forums/f.asp?f=100157 (Note: Andreas is unavailable at the moment, so questions are not being taken. However, you may wish to visit the archives and read through his many posts. His information and thoughts are inspiring to say the least!)