Oh how I can understand u now!!!... I have been fighting with my "inner evil" for years and despite the fact it was for such a long time I have NO douts that sooner or later I can make it... If EVERY PART OF U already desires that so badly it is also a start (it is not like to persuade a person about the same issue.. the one who think it is all crap).. U are ALREADY on the way!..:)
May I ask u one question (hopefully u dont mind).. why r u hiding ur real id??.. May be it happens coz previously u also failed here and poss u think if u show ur real id u wont be perceived seriously here??... Well, anyway, it is up to u, pal... But may I know at least what is ur name and/ or how should u call u here.. Ok, ok.. up to u.. I have to respect ur privacy..:)
If u need my support when u decide to start it all over again then I will help u in the way I can..:).. Plz dont think u r alone here.. Yes all of us have their own lives and realities "beside" this forum but I am sure that I wont be the only one who will try to support u..:).. Ok, dear..:))
I have even MORE good news for u... Today is my first day of MC/ juice fast.. So I will be with u and be "in ur skin"...:))
Ok, respond me if u want to and tell me (and everybody) wha is ur real reasons for this fast... Ok, I have an idea... Try to IMAGINE in ur mind HOW u r going to use all health advantages in the near future.. How will it help u?... May be successful carreer?.. Feel better.. Look better... To lead quality life... Or may be all together?... For example, I clearly see myself in near future and I know what kind of advantages I will derive from it (well, may be that is why I still didnt give this idear up)...:)
I have decided to send this poetry again to this forum.. Hope it helps u to be stronger at some point..:)
If you THINK you are bitten, you are,
If you THINK you dare not, you don't
If you like to win, but you THINK you can't,
It is almost certain you won't.
If you THINK you will lose, you're lost
For out of the world we find,
Success begins with a person's will -
It's all in the STATE OF MIND.
If you THINK you are outclassed , you are,
You've got to THINK high to rise.
You've got to be SURE OF YOURSELF before
You can ever win a prize.
Life's battles don't always go
To a stronger or faster man
But soon or late the one who wins
Is the one WHO THINKS HE CAN!
Good luck and hang on here!!!..:)
Ps: I hv just finised reading one of the messages of DETOUR posted in 'Recomnded Messages' and here it is an extraction from it "..I focused on completing the mission of 45 days and never once had a doubt that I would complete that mission. I never looked at it as a task or hard work. I always saw it as something I had to do. If I can do it anyone can. You have to have the passion first and foremost. You have to be fed up with the ways of the past. You have to realize that you DO deserve better...the best"...:)....Of course he didnt mean that everyone should go for such a long fast.. But this idea is stated in above mentioned poetry and also by him is 'You've got to be SURE OF YOURSELF before you can ever win a prize'.. So here it is an example..:)