Another thing that just keeps getting worse are these "zombie veins" I like to call them. Little veins and capillaries sticking up in parts of my body. Like inside forearms around the elbows..and even one unmentionable place. I can see them inside the veins. Not sure what parasites
can cause the Larva Migrans, I think Toxocara, Strongyloides, not sure about filariasis though. It's like a nightmare. Sometimes I wish I'd not even wake up from sleep. I want to live for my wife and kids, but I also don't want to suffer for the rest of my life. Sometimes I hope that when my heart starts beating funny during the day and at night, that it will just stop beating. Sad to say but true.
Just wish I could be put on a slow morphine drip sometimes.
The bloodflow loss has made it so I can't even get it up..can't make love to my wife, can't be a man. Sorry to carry on..no one else to listen or vent to..and the doctors sure don't listen, they all think I'm nuts.
Edit: The constant feeling of something crawling, or moving, in my ears, nose, anus area is so hard to deal with as well. I've also felt something along my spine, right in the middle, wiggling and squirming. The lymph nodes in my groing are plugged and I'm getting lymphedema in my legs, that only gets worse and worse as time goes on..I have like sciatica in my back on the right side..All the lymph glands in my body hurt. It's so hard to deal with.