Vektek, I didn't read all of that (I do not intend to ANALYZE you, your personal beliefs,...I do not EVALUATE people, I accept them) but the part about your understanding of worthiness/unworthiness surprised me.

Many people might have that same general understanding, but they don't LIVE IT. What I mean is that they UNDERSTAND it, but DO differently.

Scripture says that Jesus didn't count "EQUALITY" (worthiness) as a thing to be grasped.

The rituals of "prayer", communion, etc. are meant for the purpose of becoming worthy/equal.

Seeking WORTHINESS is unecessary if GRACE is truly recognized as the FREE gift of God (not TRULY recognizing God's gracious giving as FREE is insulting to Him).


Philemon 2:6 who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped,