Three days ago some friends of mine, a married couple, were watching TV and he says to his wife that he doesn't feel good. Then he started throwing up blood. Then he was dead. Just like that. Here today, gone five minutes later. So we are having a memorial service for him next Tuesday.
And there is a party tonight that happens every year. Big Big party. I bet there were several hundred people there the last couple of times I went. But tonight, Hadon collider day, the party is very small. Not even 100 people. That was weird enough.
But I am sitting talking to the gentleman who is hosting the memorial service for the guy who died on Tuesday. He is telling me how he never feels the least bit upset when someone dies because he knows they have gone to a much better place and he really really believes that. He admires them. Then he goes outside, falls down, hits his head on a rock, his legs start flailing, and he doesn't want to get up when the seizure, or whatever, stops. He just keeps telling everyone he feels terrible and he doesn't want to move.
Then I start feeling like the ground is moving underneath me and I nearly fall down, twice. And I lose my balance a little bit twice more. All I wanted was to leave the stupid party, but the guy who rode with me says he thinks he might be able to score with a lady, and he isn't ready to go yet. He keeps telling me to wait a minute. On the way home he explains that he hasn't had sex since his girlfriend broke up with him a few months ago, and he was enjoying flirting with people.
Auto everything... Except auto transmissions in traffic! yep agreed!
Liver area sore, pain past few days could be intestine? kinda fasted yesterday, woke with still pain area.. SCD yogurt helped almost immediately (not fully out of the forest~!) could indicate issue not liver? so many thing s it could be briefly worked with solvents on cars no gloves, few days in a row...
stopped the pinch of Epsom salts in water few days..
IMAM daily except today yet
Low energy too with bits of energy bursts 1/2 days worth at most, lots of sun for me
tinnitus pressure in head moving around
Stopped the Vervain tincture for a few days to see, maybe start back on the blue, give blue a try now.
Seeing lots of strangeness around me! (being expressed in others!) parking their cars in intersections to chat, walking down the street holding their silly phone weapons up
clogging up the arteries of America.. I know I know!!! stop judging :)
any thoughts on liver/ epsom salts? Thanks
* Past 2 weeks went down to 4 drops sski still at 30 mg Armour took the DHEA down from 35 to 5. after that settled for a few days, not feeling the same cold tips( fingers-toes-nose )coming back. Took the SSKI back up to 8 drops, 210 mgs couple of night sweats but recognizably overall better, except pain area
** bladder, something thrashing about again!
despite all this, been taking it slower this past few weeks ;)
On the 2015 15th August a unique planetary alignment is to take place. The hadron collider will be pushed to its maximum output on the 15th. The purpose of this is to break human’s connection to source. The earth has a natural bio rhythm which rises and falls just as a surfer on a surf board rides the ocean wave so the hadron collider is intending to ride the natural bio rhythmic wave from the earth. Obviously this is not a good thing.
Today the CERN is activited again efforts of the large hadron collider, timed to the Dormition, are an attempt to put Sophia, the planet and thus us, back to sleep.
the movie reveals the opening of CERN on September 23rd—which just so happens to be the “Day of Atonement” on the Jewish calendar.
When is CERN Scheduled to “Open the Door”? Answer—September
i decided to let a herpes attack run it's course one time
my fever shot up and my whole body began to ache
i had dreams of star wars in the sky
there was a battle for my soul
i was standing on a picnic table surrounded by the flames of hell
i woke up from that dream and took a handful of lysine
something tells me that what we allow to kill us determines the next stop on our soul's journey back to it's source
something tells me that some souls are so big they won't fit in one body
they have to fracture and inhabit a whole bunch of people in order to reincarnate
how ironic that we consider ourselves lucky to be alive and then we complain bitterly about life until a fated illness worse than death diminishes our will to live and gives us the courage to die