mountain mama
wags:
today is day 10 and i have never felt better. i was just reading the thread on exercise and i have got to say, i am exercising every day. now i already wrote that i love to exercise anyway...but i am doing it about twice a day. NOTHING CRAZY, but exercising like normal. i go for walks early in the morning (around 5am). after that i'll walk over to the gym in my apt. complex and do some stretching, light weights, push ups, etc. a blurb about dick gregory: he ran the whole time he was fasting. ran over a marathon. it is mostly mental, guys.
I FEEL GREAT!
i don't have a set finsh date. i am going to listen to what my body tells me. i went to a work-related function last night and wouldn't ya know...food. shrimp, cookies, veggies and dip...i had to sit there, about 4 feet from a tray of cookies, while i listened to the speaker. of course, i wasn't listening...i was smelling those damn rocky road cookies. i kept thinking how moist and gooey and sugary they would be...it was a true test but i passed. as soon as the lecture part was over, i left. while everyone ate, i left.
i am still thinking about those cookies.
i also have a family reunion this weekend. 3 days of eating, pretty much. i don't plan on giving in, though. i want to spend time with relatives i have never met before and get to know them. that's what the reunion is really supposed to be about, right? it truly is amazing how food runs our daily lives.
spiritually: keeping the TV off. lighting incense and candles. reading about fasting and fasters. treating myself well and gently. it's true...certain things really don't matter and you see that when you're fasting. there are things that are important and things that aren't. I am able to see the difference.
but i think i have a different situation than a lot of other MCers. I am not married, not really dating anyone. my roommate is hardly ever home...so, i have the anonymity. i don't have anyone to take care of but myself and that makes it easier for me.
talk to you soon.