I agree with you completely. I was going to post another complaint as this stress is so much and I don't have anyone to talk to about it. I can't even tell my family, I'm sure they know but why stress them out with something they cant do anything about. I honestly feel like I'm being punished for sins that are not my own. My young life is passing me by, I am wasting away from isolation. People sometimes pass me and say "why does that girl always smell like that?" obviously I DONT KNOW, IF I DID KNOW, I WOULDNT BE SMELLING LIKE THIS. AND THE DOCTORS DONT KNOW, BECAUSE IF THEY DID KNOW THEY WOULD HAVE ANSWERS FOR MY DURING OUR CONSULTATIONS BUT NO INFECTIONS OR YEAST WERE FOUND. NO ABNORMALITIES IN MRI, EXAM TURNED OUT FINE, EVEN TMAU RESULT COMING SOON PROBABLY TEST NEGATIVE BCUZ I AM VERY LOW ON AMINO ACIDS AND ON MEBO TESTED NEGATIVE FOR TMAU. I used hibiclens again the other day and I had some bad side effects so I have to lay off that for a while. I can put peroxide everywhere on my body and still smell like something is off, something sulfury. WTF. this is one of the worst curses ever.

It occurred to me today, it would be nice to take a nap and then not wake up but then I would be closer to hell wouldn't i.

Hi I definitly understand where you are coming from. I feel like this is a curse too like today one guy goes I love taking showers, wearing deordorant etc. he was being rude indirectly towards me I just wanted to cry and yell look here's my deordorant and yes I take probably more showers then you. I just don't understand how people can be so judgemental amd cruel like we are not human beings with feelings. This has also affected every aspect of my life it is eating me up inside. Then I already have enough stress in my life this only makes my life way worse. Surprisingly I have made some new friends in the neighborhood but they even sometimes make comments underneath their breath probably can't believe a person could have such a issue. I'm so glad this forum exists bc I honestly don't think I could make it without the emotional support this forum gives and also the advice. Take care and I hope life gets better for all of us and we beat this issue. I pray everyday that God take it away it is killing me inside:(

Yes you don't get many opportunities, and friends are pretty hard to find. If you got some one that understands then you have a true friend I wouldn't trade one true friend for all the rest combined.