There is only calmness left.
I see the world in a very different light. There is no anxiety, no compulsion to become anything, to get anything, to possess anything. All these mind illusion about what's right and what's wrong or to get to another place to find there some truth or consistent satisfaction are dissolving like a dream.
I'm just flowing with life, so utterly in the now that there are no thoughts of regret from the past or fears of an imagined future.
(three and a half years now into NB, heavy metal detox and Iodine
to get rid of mercury, lead, bromide, flouride, copper and arsenic)