glaxony
Perhaps your system is very clean and it took a while for deeper issues to emerge. I admire you for being able to get this far and still work. I have only worked one day since I quit eating, and it was very challenging to get through it.
I am feeling horrible as I go into day 6.
Mostly exhaustion, but very dry mouth too. My stomach is growling and there is a knot in my solar plexus area that swells up. I can feel it rising. It seems like there is something alive in there. When I massage it, it goes away. My dad has a big knot like it that is permanently poking out. The doctors said he had a hernia and operated on him. Now he has to wear a girdle. My knot moves. I don't think hernias move. I am wondering if it might be a tape worm scolex, since it is moving around so much now, since I stopped eating. Maybe it is getting hungry.
My tongue has remained surprisingly clear and my friends say my breath is not bad, even when I have a funky taste in my mouth.
I would like to continue, but I don't know how I will pay the rent if I don't get back to work, and I am too exhausted to give a massage. I am afraid I will faint on someone. A friend came by today and I nearly fainted when I got out of bed to let her in.