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I know how you feel. I am up thinking the same thing. I have fought cancer, still fighting lupus, and everything that goes with that..the fibro, CFS, etc., and now this nightmare. I have so much to do in the next few weeks, and I just don't see the point. I don't want to start over again. I'm almost 59 years old. I have lost everything, my house, my car, my money, and now I'm fighting yet another terminal illness. I can't take it!
These things have ravaged my skin in just a few short weeks! I have ordered the iver and ABZ, but can't take them yet, and I'm so tired of fighting to survive one thing or another.
If it wasn't for my sons, I would have been gone. Well, actually, if not for my younger son. My older son would be fine, but my younger one actually seems to need me.
I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't work. All I can do is cry. I don't want to move, but I have no choice. I don't want to fight these worms but I have no choice. I never seem to have a choice.
I wish I was closer to you so I could help more. I do understand, though.