Hello to everyone.
I am doing some research under Dr. Sutter as an experiment to find out if we are able to neutralize some of the awful benzodiazepine poisons that end up in the brain and spinal cord IF one's liver is so bad off when they took them that they cannot completely detoxify them out of their system.
The benzo detox is what I conside to be the most painful thing anyone can go thru. Until the rest of the body is clean, e.g., the colon and liver is cleaned out, it seems you can't detoxify these poisons-- then they come out during the cellular detox. What I'm doing may help to make it easier or indeed possible for thousands of people who want to do this program but find out at the last of it that when detoxing these benzo poisons that it is just too much for them.
FYI and anyone who doesn't know, when these drugs are pulled in the detox unit, the patient's bed is padded in lieu of possible seizures that can occur. Depakote is used to stop seizures by the medical for a while after these drugs are pulled.
During the cellular detox, these drugs cause seizures, tho what I experienced was not life threatening. I added the charcoal quickly in the hopes it would pull some of these poisons out of the blood thru the intestinal system. My experiment with this seemed to work some. The mini seizures slowed down and stopped. The pain continued and intensified for aperiod of time. The pressure in the brainstem, brain and spinal cord gets to be extremely painful. There is a pulling on the brainstem that makes the neck pull backwards, locks the neck up and the person is unable to move their head from side to side.
Because of the muscle spasms everywhere as the drug comes out of the tissues, it may be that the spinal fluid won't circulate right. I have no proof of this, but when I tried to walk, my legs locked up because of the pressure in my CNS, my vision became like looking thru a semi-transparent piece of milky glass and I began to have signs of losing consciousness, so I had to slow my pace of walking down. This has been so debilitating for 2 months that I havent' even been able to got to the store for supplies or food. I live alone, so it's been difficult for me. Maybe ye all didn't have to know this part of it, but who else may be in a similar circumstance and find theselves disabled for a period of time and need help to get thru this. This has come to the point during the worst of it when I couldn't walk or stand on my feet because of the CNS pressure.
A few days ago I was at my friend's house--the only person I have as support around here. The pain and pressure got so bad I called an ambulance. The muscle spasms in the CNS cause the person to not be able to expand their lungs and get enough air. Therefore, for anyone going thru this, I recommend a little tanked oxygen as necessary. It causes pressure on the heart and circulation. It causes pressure on any other part of the bodylike the bladder and digestive system--anywhere the drug is coming out that affects bodily functions.
I was very scared and considered this an emergency situation. What the doctor at the hospital was afraid of was that I was leaking CSF, because I had all the symptoms of terrible head, spinal and brainstem pain. Doc says "no, the covering on the spinal cord is strong enough to take this". Yes, and the ataxia that goes with the detox. But we've both been walking a tightrope to see just what does happen as a person goes thru this. Since I am the first experimentor in this that I know about, I had to find out just what was going on. Ordinarily I would consider the medical only for a crisis situation. The one who drew up this program has been a little afraid that there are so many who have taken thses drugs that for most, what I'm going thru may be an impossiblity for some. I'm proving it's NOT an impossibility. But the support needs to be there from someone who understand this and can give that support until the symptoms become more tolerable.
Of course, as you all know, if you are ever in a hospital and they can't find out what's wrong with you, they call in the psych people. The danger of this situation perpetuating itself because of the drugs they want to give you because you're "crazy" is very dangerous. I have done some real praying to God for strength and support to get thru this. My family goes with the medical and really have been not only unsupprtive but have told some people I was crazy, the protective services from the state were called in and I found myself in a big predicament and had to get rid of them.
I believe in divine protection and guidance and prayed the prayer Doc did when he put together this program: "Please God, give me answers". Our enemies are all around us trying to stifle natural healing. I didn't know if I would get thru this, but things seem to be getting easier, tho not easy at all just yet. I'm able ot walk a little without the pressure building up in my spine. God is good.
Of course I have a history of being in the detox unit--of taking drugs that the medical dishes out to "crazy" people who have had panic attacks and have gone on these drugs. Now we all know what causes panic attacks and can do something about it. These terrible drugs that kill are NOT the answer. Get the parasites killed off that secrete the ammonia that overstimulates the adrenal glands and is bad on the brain, too, and clean out your body.
Right now a couple of us who have taken the benzo drugs and been very sick-- being loaded with poisons and junk in our livers and colons--are doing some research to see if these pisons can be neutralized a little. I am not posting the research because of our opposition out there. The research is not complete, anyway.
Just a little "heads up" about what's been happening to me way down here at the end of this program that I have worked that saved my life 39 months ago.
BTW, on a different note: Thanks to Blankandgold (?sp)and the other people who have said some kind words about me when it comes to trying to help and support others going thru this program on this forum. It came as a big support to me while I have been going thru so much pain. You never know what a kind word in due season can do to help another person. It's my intesnse desire to be of support to anyone I can. We've got to try to save some lives out there.