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Adam, nothing is going to help you because you are over-treating yourself, and have completely messed up your system doing it. You will not listen. I tried to help you and because I would not call you on the phone or give you my email address, and told you I would not be there for you 24/7, you blocked me.
You need psychiatric help, Adam. You are making yourself sick, and you can't even see it, or maybe you can. Maybe you have Munchhausen's, I don't know. I just know that no one can help you because you are determined to do it your way, and not pay any attention to what anyone says.
You have a house full of everything that anyone will sell you. Your fiance is about to leave you and you're being banned from every forum on here.
Please, Adam, get some counseling before you die.