each time i've flushed, old memories have been unleashed. i'll get pictures of being at a friends house when i was 5 years old. then the next flush i'll get pictures of being at the beach at 8. i always get pictures of things from my childhood, but each time the age and memory is different. i've felt like i was watching a movie. i think the liver is a keeper of old memories and patterns, and as you clean it, you purge them. what i've noticed is that anything that occurs like this - where you do one little thing and it appears to unleash something big - its just a cover... the weakness, or symptom - in your case Depression
- was already there to begin with, under the covers. this just pushed it over the edge and made it show up.
i've seen this with me... i was electrocuted 3 years ago, in the head area. i did a Liver Flush
1 month after that. my eyes started going crazy at that point, blinking uncontrollably, within 24 hours of doing the flush. they've blinked ever since, on and off... and for the longest time, i thought it was the flush that did it. well it turns out that it really wasn't just the flush - drinking energized water makes them blink. taking swiss-kriss herbal laxatives makes them blink; going over a bump in the road makes them blink. anything which activates the nerve which was injured, in a certain way, makes this show up. but the damage was there, all along. (i'm working through it, in order to heal it, with a medical intuitive healer.)
so if you think back over these symptoms, were there hints before of them before the flush? i think this is what you've done - pushed the ocd part of your personality up in the conscious arena. the good part is - now that you can see it, it has come up for healing. before, when you couldn't see it, you also couldn't acknowledge it and heal it. but i don't think the Liver Flush
created something which was previously non-existant.
personally if that were me, i wouldn't stop, i'd keep going with the flushes. you've already brought this symptom to light for healing, stopping won't put it back in the bag. I'd do things to keep me growing through the symptoms that have been raised (EFT, sacred santemony with andreas, tapes with louise hay, carolyne myss tapes, you know, whatever appeals to you). one of my favorite books is by emmanuel, and he talked about Depression
as being not the things we do, but the things we don't do, that we really want to. our inner selves, seeking fulfillment. that has always struck a chord of truth with me.
ps. i just read naturalman's note above, and i just think its pretty ironic that both of us recommended EFT to you! (thats what the http://www.emofree.com
site that he recommended is about). now that's something....