Peggysue2
Starting weight:231lbs
Present weight: 213lbs
Goal weight: 189lbs for this 30 day fast - 24lbs to lose
Sooooooooooo good to have lost more weight despite my stopping and starting. Definitely feel better.
I just spent 2 nights at my caravan with my ex-boyfriend (considered getting back together again) well the 2 days were hell on earth. He was abusive in my past and I would take it as he controlled me and my emotions on a daily basis. Yet - weirdly on this fast I could see that evey hurtful comment was not only untrue but a way for him to take control of me again.
Being on a fast can really make you step outside the picture and see the truth in an enlightened way.
He said I looked older and uglier than when he first went out with me and that I was always causing drama and he was concerned about my mental health.
This morning he yelled in my face that he was late for work because of me and swore in front of my 3 year old. It was scarey but I just calmly said, "You don't scare me anymore and when you get out of my car don't look back as I never want to see you again. But I wish you all the best and I will pray for you and your bullying ways"
It was amazing - he is a scarey looking guy 6ft 5 and I think he was shocked that I actually stood up to him but in a nice way. He never said a word and when he left my car - he said goodbye to my daughter and never looked back. I felt in a weird way totally protected. Praise the Lord!!!!
So girls..... this is it for me........I have got rid of someone who was a burden in my life and .....yep I am getting rid of the weight which is not going to be another burden in my life.
Thought I would share that with you guys. xxx Keep up the good work