I know how you feel I pretty much feel like that everyday. I think to myself when is this bo going to end. I'm sorry if I sound negative it is just hard sometimes to think positive when I've been suffering with this bo for 3 yrs now.I do pray to God everyday and know he is the reason I am able to go on with life and be strong even though I am always dealing with this bo problem. I know eventually things will get better I just got to keep hoping and praying to God for a solution to this problem. Stay strong and pray when this bo seems emotionally overwhelming and like I always tell others with the same problem remember you are not the only one going through this. I will also pray for you. God Bless you:)