I am missing something. I can't seem to find the right balance between body, mind & soul. I had an extraordinary Near Dath Experience decades ago and it woke me up to the importance of feeding one's soul but I live in a body that demands that I do its will or it will just start dying on me.
Don't judge your body's desires Rudi. It is necessary to house your spirit in these exciting times. You are here for a reason. If you were meant to be purely in spirit then you would have left your body and not returned. Fall in love with your body - it is needed and you chose it to serve you.
You had an NDE, but don't hold on to it. Allow it to be what it was and move on. It was just something to trigger your memory and you can use that experience of love in everything that you involve yourself with. Stay present and go with the flow. If you have hunger, eat! Thirst, drink! The spirit thrives on your joy and that is what you can deliver to the world as one who experiences it.
The designer of our souls is Love but a lesser aspect of love designed us with desires attached to opposed thumbs, canines, grinding teeth, hunger and thirst. If we only feed our bodies then how can the designer of our soul judge us for being exactly what we were designed to do? Love does not judge us for our physical desires.
All must become integrated Rudi. One part is not lesser than the other. All-That-Is holds no judgement.
I long to find a higher frequency that I have seen in visions of what is to come; there will soon be those people who tread more lightly on the earth.. They have a glow around them. Their primary energy is joy. Those surrounding them will not even be concerned about them. They are in a whole different system while living in the same space as those who walk on the same ground. I do not fully understand who these extraordinary beings are but they are families even... Husbands, wives, brothers and sisters... who go about their day much like we who struggle but for them their struggles are mild.
Looking around, I can not see them, so I am not sure if they are for this age or the next... but I can't help but remember in my visions the peaceful contentment on their faces... They somehow live in this world but require less struggle to sustain their lives... These are my morning thoughts.
Is there someone out there who has a better understanding of who or what those light versions of people are? Is there a way to achieve that lightness of being? I sense it is possible to achieve without dying. Does anyone have any thoughts about thos or do I just sound crazy?
Some have arrived Rudi but not many, not many at all. Mass consciousness is not fully ripe for them coming in by the masses yet. Yes, they are in our dreams these lighter versions of us. Golden BEeings. They are our future selves (not that time really exists) - they are called the Pleiadians.
We are soon moving into a space of non linear time (not all of us) ... you will understand in the next few years if you stay fully present. Because the multi dimensional world will be fully upon us and then it will become completely clear to those who find joy in their present experiences. But being in the now is crucial.
Nice post Rudi. There are many who have experienced life in a loin cloth on a mountain top contemplating their navel, but that's not why we are here. We are here to return our energies to ourselves which we have in previous lives scattered all over the planet. I don't believe that there is a "lesser part" of god. I was once in the office of a physician who believed in spirit and on the wall of his waiting room was the framed quotation which read: "Do you love someone so much that you will let them do anything they wish?" That is love at the highest level. This is a free will planet and god is letting us do anything we wish to do and many are stuck on things that go along with a body which is greed, hate, and retribution. God is allowing it all because s/he loves us. Love is the most misunderstood word or concept on the planet with most everyone believing it to be only "good."
Spirit is responsible for everything that happens in our lives - even if it allows body to be in control, spirit is still responsible. When you recognize yourself as spirit it is a matter of finding a balance between sitting in a loin cloth on the mountain top or lying in the gutter with a wine bottle. There is balance, and it is something that needs constant attention. Our body is our temple and it is continuously communicating to spirit through emotions and feelings.
I was raised in a world that you have alluded to in a number of your postings. I was raised in a hell and damnation Pentecostal home by a minister who ruled in the name of god by the razor strap which hung in view on a hook. I was led to believe that every time I was yelled at or hit it was because I had somehow violated god because that was exactly what I was told. I knew I couldn't live the perfect life and not only abandoned it after I left home, but rebelled against it completely. Then somewhere around age 35 or so I began a quest for self-discovery even though I didn't know it at the time. I tried psychiatry, Silva Mind Control, reevaluation counseling, and many other things that assisted me for a while, but never for long - until I found a form of meditation that taught me that I am an eternal spirit on my path back to god. That was more than 30 years ago. I didn't even believe it at first but practiced what I was taught because it gave me a lot of the relief that I'd been looking for and even more important I could practice what I learned about spirit not only at home but in all of my daily activities.
What I found Rudi was that I have an energy system including chakras and grounding and that I as spirit can take up residence in the body - instead of being out of my body most of the time. René Descartes was indeed correct that the pineal gland is the seat of the soul. That's near where you as spirit can reside as you take control of your body in a space of non-judgmental neutrality. It is grounding and practicing grounding constantly that gets you there and keeps you there.
It took a while for me to experience my grounding and my chakras but I am now aware of them all the time. I have spiritual techniques for keeping them cleaned out of debilitating energies that try to inhabit them. I don't "believe" that I'm spirit, I know that I'm sprit because I experience myself as spirit in my body all the time. Does that make me perfect? Hell no! God didn't create anyone to be perfect. However, it does mean that I can devote time to spirit and time to body and work at finding a balance between the two - and that's a constant objective. I still create problems and I still seek spiritual solutions, most of which I do find.
Rudi, you do know that you are spirit which is something that the vast majority of people on the planet deny. From your post you are seeking a balance between spirit and body which is great. One of the major lessons that I continue to learn on a daily basis is that I am not responsible for what others do, I am only responsible for myself. So when I look out and see all the greed, hate and cruelty in others, I have to work on those things within myself. In the process I've found that I have to give to body too whether it is to simply recognize that I have to pee - and do it before I pee my pants, or whether its taking a walk with my binoculars and look for interesting birds, or go out to dinner or buy a new shirt, while at the same time practicing my daily meditation and constantly recognizing that I'm but one spirit amongst zillions here on Schoolhouse Earth who are doing the same thing, whether they know it or not.