uklad
Don't bother locking yourself away with food trying to 'heal' it I have wasted a few years of my life doing that its a waste of time.
I think we all have to accept we have this and incorporate it in our daily lives and get on with it.
One day you ( everybody ) will wake up and wonder where your life has gone, I realised this a couple of years ago and my life is much better now becuase I get out and about and dont't shut myself away.