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"What am I supposed to do? I am so worried that he will quit on me."
You're "supposed" to find out who you are, young lady, before you start putting all of your proverbial eggs in one basket. So what if he moves on? He is not the center of your world and you sound as if you need to focus on your Self (Self is what makes you unique) for a while and start healing. Stop looking for the negative because it is a choice to do so. Every morning you wake up is a miracle - treat it that way. Every human being that you come into contact with, whether you like them or not, has something to teach you - humble yourself. Every experience you have is not going to be the end of the world - so drop the drama-trauma because it is doing you no service.
Finally, if you have not addressed the issues that you have as a result of your abusive childhood and marriage, you have no business involving yourself in a committed relationship until you start sorting things out for yourself and are well on your way to healing.
Life is all about choices, or so the commercial declares. Start CHOOSING a positive outlook. Start choosing to keep your mouth shut when you want to utter something that is not positive. START addressing those issues and get control of your own life, and then you will meet someone when you are emotionally prepared, self-assured, and self-confident. Perhaps, individual counseling might be an option to help you sort these issues out.
Best wishes to you.