please do not blame yourself, its not your fault. even though i know right now it doesnt seem like it. i have had five miscarriages, the last one was 7mths ago, my baby would have been due the 17th of this month. this miscarriage i knew was caused because of the hormones still in my body bc of using the mirena iud. i got it put in when my baby was 2mths old. i only had it for three months before it came out on its own. while i had it, i had awful side effects from it that made it nearly impossible to take care of my two small children. it came out in february and i never had a period. i went to the dr due to some of the pain i had been having since two weeks prior to it coming out, and we found out i was pregnant. i had gotten pregnant within a month of it coming out. i miscarried may 2, and i know that the mirena is to blame. sometimes i cant help but blame myself as well for choosing to use the iud, but there was no way we could afford another baby nor be able to pay for my husband to get fixed. i have issues with other forms of bc, so the mirena was my last hope. now i wish everyday that i had not made that decision. but ultimately, it is the lies told about the iud that are to blame for us not being able to keep our babies. not ourselves. i know it really hurts right now, im having issues dealing with the due date being only 10 days from now. that was our last chance in having another baby, my husband had a vasectomy 10 days prior to us finding out i was pregnant. i still want that baby so bad, and i have to live everyday knowing that it will never happen. its not my fault, just like its not your fault, but that doesnt mean its going to hurt any less. i know what your feeling right now, and i know that it is not easy, but i do know that it will get better. im so sorry you had to go through this as well. i hope you the best in the future.