Needing to give self compassion today. by YourEnchantedGardener .....
Needing to give self compassion today.
Today is Monday, March 26, 2018
Date: 3/26/2018 12:36:35 PM ( 11 mon ago)
Needing to give myself self compassion this morning. My health concerns are a full time requirement. It is taking two of us, Adrienne and I, and I am hardly keeping up. I find myself stressing over the completes I would like to do, and these completes would also be my regular near full time job if my health concerns were not a top priority.
For six years, either alone or with support, I was able to drive my 68 Vw van up to Santa Rosa from San Diego. This trip was never easy. I most of the time had physical complaints that made me question if I would go at all. The importance of my intended Journey always carried me. I call my journey The Enchanted Garden Mobile's Journey To Win Back Our Sacred Seeds. The trip is to support what this year will be The 8th annual National Heirloom Exposition, Santa Rosa, CA Sept 11-12-13, 2018.
I always have doubts I can do the trip each year. It is a massive overcoming, and a big win to succeed.
Now I really need mastership and to accept the little step by step process
More to say...
I will see what falls in place.
Oh dear God,
Thank you for being with me.
Something happened yesterday reminding me I am not alone.
Saturday, March 24, 2018, at the Seedfest Manifest 2018, there was a small opening window before Tiziana Tizi led us in a sacred Agnihotra fire ceremony. The smoke is intended to cleanse and vibrationally cleanse far distances, as well as bring fertility to Agriculture.
March 24, was also time to do a little surgery on Skippy, my dried gourd #PetCelebritySquash from the #HeirloomExpo. Skippy has been imbued to represent the Rod and Staff of Asclepius, a sacred ancient energy that represents the return of Pure Healing to the Modern Healthcare System through each of us presenting our Soul gifts.
Skippy already had a crack. I could hear her seeds inside. She sounded like a rainstick now! Thus was a good day to take some of the seeds out and pass them along to expert seed planters I trust.
That is exactly what happened!
@Jauquin Hershman, Dennis Sharmahd, and Santi Lou were all recipients of a small number of seeds, that fell out.
Santi Alicia Marie Lou and Jessica Sanchez were part of the midwife team, as was Tiziana. It was really quite a Sacred Circle that included a deep balance of male and female energy including Areli Mariposa, Kerem Brulé, and Chiara Stella Ginardi Maldonado (closing ceremony) and numbers of others❤️.
This gourd requires a special tower and grows vertical. It takes great expertise and commitment.
When it came to gifting the seeds to David Solomon, Co caretaker of Terra Madre Gardens, he received the last of the seeds that were gifted, only one seed!
My spirit wanted him to have more seeds and I knew I would have to reopen Skippy, March 25 to draw out more of the seeds.
I always looking forward to seeing David at the Hillcrest Farmers Market.
A small group of close friends were gathered when it was time to again extract more seeds at the @Terra Madre Garden booth.
I also planted some in my own pot, prepared for this event.
Guess what happened when the second batch of seeds fell out???
An enormous wind came up from out of seemingly nowhere!!!
The temperature suddenly dropped! And then, just as suddenly, the temperature returned to a sunny day. Sitting in my 68 Vw on the The Enchanted Garden Mobile's Journey To Win Back Our Sacred Seeds a couple hours later, I would have never known that phenomena had happened.
The morning of March 26, I was feeling overwhelmed. I wrote about that here and on Facebook.
This is not a rare occurrence. Rain or dramatic climate shift—
Demonstrating a Climate Collaborative between humans and the elements— happens when we do ritual and include #SacredSeed.
As I write this now, I am reminded I am not alone. Forgive me, Mother Earth, for sometimes forgetting.