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re-evaluate
am i going on the right path?
Date: 5/4/2007 1:34:44 PM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 2085 times they say once bitten twice shy. i've been bitten so many times i think i should just die.
not that i can help it when people is mocking me behind my back. i know, but i just brave it through as if nothing is wrong. some people think its funny to laugh at people, they just dont know how much of an impact it can be on the person.
Today was quite a bad day for me but i made it through somehow. you know, this so called fast isnt getting anywhere. ok, so it did help a bit but it is getting difficult when parents started saying how much skinnier i look and how dull my eyes are. i cant help it. my father once again showed how worried he is, as with my mother. though they are supportive to a large extend, they feel that its time to intervene. ok so now i have to eat more carbs. so what i did was to buy low protein pasta. its quite expensive and can be found in the organic section. i cooked vegetables for myself to go with the pasta. i actually am liking it a lot. the vegetables. so i cooked them at night too for dinner. however, at one point in time, i ate my first pack of fried food; french fries. its bad but i dont really care for now. i'm too tired from everything.
anyway, so thats what i meant to say. instead of being a raw vegetarian, i've decided to go semi raw. i'm eating a lot of vegetables as as with the fruits. i hope to see changes again please. if not, i just know that i cant go on this forever. being mocked and teased. i just want a normal life.
i love my family very much though
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