Date: 10/1/2006 1:01:38 PM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 2165 times
Well, I'm still goin!
The night of the 19th I didn't have time to do a swf, so I did an enema instead. Made me feel a bit better for the rest of the night...
Yesterday I felt like absolute crap...Had to work again and just felt tired and weak. A couple times when I stood up quickly or walked fast I got a bit light headed, and felt sort of sketchy.
I hadn't done a swf for 4 or 5 days, so I did one when I got home, and yes, another massive mucus load. I'm hoping that was the last big one. I'm drinking lots of senna tea today to make sure.
Went to a concert last night, Alexisonfire, which was pretty wicked. I didn't rock out too hard though, I didn't want a repeat of last year, where I was so drained my mind convinced me to eat.
I think I've started to feel real hunger again. The past few days have been really hard, but it's been hard to tell if my insides are grumbling from bm's or if it's really time to eat again. The thing is, I don't want to end this on a down day, and definitely not while I still have stuff coming out. I was hoping that once I got through this detox cycle, I'd start my week of raw fruits and veggies.
It's really hard to tell what my body's telling me. I sort of feel like I'm going through to the next door; like the first 3 days are breaking the mind and spirit away from the body, now I'm trying to tear my spirit from my mind.
Well, we'll see how it goes today, as I finally have a day off. Relaxing in the bath and reading are about all I feel like doing. Work tomorrow (thumbs down/fart noise)
Update: It's 10pm now. I haven't felt really great today. Had another substantial bm this afternoon with the help of senna tea. Got a nap in, which was nice. Still feeling very hungry. I plan on doing a swf tomorrow, and if nothing much comes out, I may break fast. Tonight I'm just trying to use the "give it one more day" rule. Tonight I sort of feel like I did the third night, so who knows, maybe (hopefully) I'll wake up tomorrow feeling like a million bucks. It'll officially be 3 weeks in about an hour.
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