Went back today
Another day, a vaguely tepid one.
Date: 9/10/2006 7:35:32 PM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 1699 times
After a 3day break, I received johrei from a beautiful woman with flowers in her hair.
I am flat broke. Rent is covered, but I have 10 dollars in my pocket and had 3 dollars in my bank account. I wanted to purchase a coffee after the session. I wanted a large one but opted to order a small so as not to overdraw my account. The woman in the coffee shop gave me a large one anyway with no provocation on my part. She smiled and winked at me.
Everything (again) looks bright, twinkling, and beautiful, yet I feel really down, heavy headed, like I just want to sleep.
I need a job. Bad. I'm compulsively resisting the job search like I'd die if I did it. there are a few prospects. Surrendering all possibilities to God. I always do and something always works out. Terrified into stillness.
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