Blog: Balance
by JeSuisButterfly

Lesson.. 2?

It's raining like magic, it's falling like starlight it's raining like magic.. it's raining life.

Date:   5/31/2006 2:44:57 PM   ( 16 y ) ... viewed 3535 times

.. I'm having a hard time figuring out how to put movies onto a Curezone blog. If anyone knows, please share with me.

Today the food processor broke. This is the 4th appliance and 7th electronic device to break in the last week and a half.

First it was the main work laptop - it's still broken.
Second is the gas in the house. It's been cold showers, hanging out our clothes to dry in the sun, and using portable coil heaters to boil water. - Still no gas.
Third was the Coffee grinder - still broken.
Fourth was the blender - still broken.
Fifth was the other work laptop.. my fault.. - still somewhat under construction, but usable.
Sixth was the other OTHER work laptop - I think it's fixed, but it's dragged us behind.
Seventh is the food processor. .. Still broken. Instead of blending any foods, we're mashing them with forks and shaking them vigorously in tight containers.

... in the last 9 days. When the food processor broke, all of us stood in the kitchen in a semi-circle and I broke the silence with a "What.. ever.."

~ I lost my job [again...] at the company I work at.
~ My brother hasn't called me since we last spoke. I think I frightened him off because we don't share the same religious views...

I kept stomping around the house today because I wanted to leave right then and there and it was advised time and time again that the idea was unwise.

I feel like I lost friends that never really considered me a friend in the first place. Actually, I just feel plain lost. I feel like I have no hope in surviving because I am so lost, and I feel like my efforts to get alone keep crashing. I feel like even when I get alone, I still won't know what to do and the people that said would be there to help me won't speak to me.

My Mexican mother [who is clairvoyant and clairaudient] warned me before I left that I wasn't meant to leave and that I was supposed to stay with them. She told me, 'See! You were supposed to stay here!'

Ai. No manches...

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