Day 17, early morning
Coming close to breaking the fast.
Date: 4/12/2006 3:33:36 AM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 2239 times
I have to work today, and leave in about four minutes, so I'll have to keep this short.
Yesterday, I almost wanted to end the fast. It started when I was cooking dinner for the kids. I got powerfully hungry. It was awful. I felt sick. I oculdn't tell if it was a mental thing or a physical thing. Usually, when its mental, if I remove myself from the food, then I'm good. Well, the hunger just didn't go away. I was hugnry til I went to bed that night, hours later.
I woke up okay this morning, and had a big juice that will hopefully get me through my day. I'm worried that my hunger is starting to return, though, 17 days in. I really want to go at least 13 more days.
Phsyical stuff - my weight is not going down. It has been stuck at the same number for days and days! It's making me mad. I don't expect huge losses, but some loss would be good! I'm holding out hope that one morning it will drop a few pounds. I'm getting closer to my goal, which I know means slower loss. More physical stuff - I had an odd bm last night. It looked very old is the only way to describe it. And there was some mucous with it. Gross, I know. My skin also isn't where I want it to be. I'm begining to think that my skin problems may not have anything to do with food and toxins, and more with something else. I'm not sure what to think about it.
I need to run to work - more later today. Plus - I'm not going to just break the fast - don't worry!
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