Juice fast day 5
It's a great day to be alive
Date: 2/11/2006 1:00:49 PM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 2825 times
Well here I be at day 5, slept better last night but not great. I won't get into the enema this morning. ANYHOW, I don't feel to bad. I do have some strange feelings in my stomach but can't say I am really hungry. I looked in the mirror, AH HA what bright blue eyes I see. My eyes..The whites are already whiter and the blue is bluer. My skin looks quite good also. I did hop on the scales this morning. I couldn't resist as my pants felt baggy. To my great surprise I am down 8 pounds. Not to bad for 4 days. I know the weight loss will slow down as my body focuses more on healing. As I stated before, I try not to look at this so much as a weightloss endeavor, but as a time for healing and spiritual clarity.
It seems over the years I have lost a part of myself, or maybe I never had it to begin with. Over the past 2 years I have been in a struggle to claim my gifts as a human being and live life as an adventure, to hike the highest mountain, to surf the biggest wave and to learn the tango in a far away land. I have not done it, I have dreamed and thought and planned, but a sort of inertia, keeps me from putting my feet forward and to live my dreams, tiredness from bingeing on sugar, overweight with not the stamina to work my muscles, sadness underneath it all, because I have been in a whirlwind, going in circles with no movement in life. Without movement, getting past fears, and takeing risks, there is no growth. Life IS GROWTH. To become the person god intended you to be and to do what it is that your heart desires. THAT is what life is all about.
Gonna scoot. I am gonna go to the movies I think. To all you who read this. LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE. FIND OUT WHO YOU REALLY ARE!
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