Blog: Wedding Diet
by annaconda

Goin' runnin!

wedding drama is a scary thing

Date:   4/28/2006 1:56:09 PM   ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1199 times

Yesterday I drove a new running route, it's a FOUR MILE run. I'm nervous to try it but I'm very excited. I couldn't go yesterday, my legs were fried from lifting two days ago. So I'm saving it for today.

Last night - I was bad, but not too bad. Too much cheese. Gotta get back to salad for dinner and no snacking. TV is the devil. I'm going to try to develop some strategies to get off the house and do something productive at night. I'm tired of sitting around snacking.

I also need to get some crazy anxiety out of my system today. yet another of my closest female friends says i'm self-obsessed and wedding obsessed and taking their friendship for granted (the first was my future sister-in-law, who was my best friend before I met my fiance).

This is tough news for me. But we have history, both girls and I have history. My bridesmaid, she and I lived together before I met her brother and then now he and I are getting married. She's kind of resentful of our happiness, and hates that she feels that way, and it comes across as hostility.

The second girl, not a bridesmaid, and she's not happy about it. We have major major history (in high school, she and I had a very close relationship and she slept with my boyfriend, then the three of us were in a play together where they were cast as the lead roles of 2 characters falling in love with each other - one of the most miserable things anyone's ever done to me).

I did NOT not pick her to be a bridesmaid because of this.

So she said she wanted to be involved, and I gave her some stuff to do, and now she says she's not sure, she thinks I secretly hate her and am happy she's not a bridesmaid. Holy crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I guess I haven't called her a million times to chat, and that's definitely my fault. When I moved up here alone in October, I was so lonely I called people and could not stop talking mostly about myself, I guess, because I was so lonely. I got out of the habit of being super interested in her life and i guess this has been building up for a while. But every time we went to NYC, we stayed with her, she has come out to all the nights out we've had, and she's recently gotten together with my fiance's best friend. (WEIRD but GOOD)

So the shit hits the fan. I don't want anyone to do anything they don't want to, and I don't want to take anyone for granted, and I don't think I've been a BRIDEZILLA at all!!!

So I'm going for a run. As soon as I can get out of here. All I can do is be me.

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