Love to love Ya
what is a short abstract... i think I must be an idiot or something
Date: 10/15/2005 11:17:08 PM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 2449 times
I'm really not sure what to do because the only people I really care about are in this house,love me and I'm loving them. My family is Here some down the street and some down the state and some across the Us but I don't care. I speak to be speaking and I love to be loving but the real deal the love to the core is in this house with my spouse and my babies. I wake up and don't see why all the moms look so pretty . Who cares about the Mac Make up and the Gucci bags? I did I mean i do i just think its silly. Why cant we all wear sweats and not be judged. Don't get me wrong I love my pumps. I do and I look damn good in them but must I? No I don't and I don't.
I'm a lesbian stay at home Mom and I've managed not to get judged by the school.. the family and any friends. they all just found out 6 years ago and none of them blinked an eye because they all know that its my movie and they are all co stars. this is like the 3rd time I have referred to myself as a lesbian because I really don't think I am. I am just a person that has found someone that has the complete package and decided to be faithful. When you find a good thing why do you screw it up? Well I'm not an idiot. But then I wonder in the night if she is worth going to hell for? Is she I'm not sure but as of right now I am on the waiting list. I also wonder is I left today and got with a man ...wouldnt God see the lust in my heart? I think he would because all I want is what is in this house of mine.
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