A Weighty Issue
wanting to lose weight and nothing happening.
Date: 7/9/2017 6:19:25 AM ( 22 mon ) ... viewed 157 times
I know losing weight wouldn't make me happy. But weight loss would be one less problem. I feel like my weight stops me from doing what I deserve. I can't become a manager because I haven't solved being fat. I can't enjoy life because I am too fat. Silly. But its how I feel.
Far too long I have been trying to lose weight. I lose some weight and somehow it rolls back on. Weight loss is hard. Even now I only eat one meal a day, yet my weight wont budge. I have to work out, I have to live off nothing to see results. It's hard for me to start a fast. Somehow I just always need to start tomorrow.
Recently I noticed a roll on my upper arm. That was never there. I feel grotesque and wish I could stop being fat.
Hopefully writing how I feel will help me make changes. Or maybe I might spend another 8 years being gross.
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