I liked a guy, and this fast made me stop hurting. Knees hurted as a fasting symptom.
Date: 1/1/2016 12:59:04 AM ( 3 y ) ... viewed 303 times
So pumped for the new year! So excited! Ahhhhhhhhh! I am going to have a good year, I know it in my bones. Tk, I hope you have a good year too, and any other reader.
Knees hurted tonight. When I fast for more than two days, my knees usually hurt for one night, gone the next day. It was unbearable. It has gotten a lot better. For a couple hours, it even disappeared when I went to a friend's house. Someone told me I might be having a family member's illness. Well, I am glad I am fasting so that I can help cure their illness. Fasting made me sensitive. All the more reason for me to fast. I always wanted to cure others of their illnesses. This is my chance.
Something is going on with me. Whenever I tell a guy through text what I am doing, I like him a little more. It reached a point where I was head over heels for this guy and quite fond of him. I used to sit in the shower out of sadness for him because I needed to stop texting him because I liked him too much and he had a girlfriend, but after discovering that I liked him because of what I said to him, I stopped sitting in the shower yesterday or so. I still can't ignore guys when they ask what I am doing, because I don't want to hurt their feelings, though it's making me like them a little more every time. But it shouldn't hurt them too bad. Either I search for a creative answer or ignore them. Can't, I just can't spill what I am doing. When they ask, "wat u doing," I am just going to say "Good." I had hoped to get over this guy in this fast, but I didn't expect to get over him so soon, right away. I mean, I asked this one friend what he's doing during winter break, he didn't respond, and I wasn't hurt. I know he still loves me. Secrets. Zip it. I am full of secrets now.
What else to tell you... I love you.
No cravings at all the past three days, because I am determined and full of resolve to want to fast.
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