Already Feeling Pent Up
Date: 9/22/2015 4:55:40 AM ( 8 y ) ... viewed 472 times
For once in this board, I'm not going to focus solely on what awful things mold has done to my body. Instead, I am going to talk about the restriction of self pleasure.
I came up with the idea this afternoon when I realized I probably haven't "done" myself since the day before yesterday. Then I noticed how insanely horny I'd become. I started pondering how amazing it would feel to get myself off in 5,10,15 days etc.
Now unfortunately I do not have a sexual partner. This would be a great test to see how amazing intercourse would feel after restricting myself for so long. Instead, I am challenging myself to see how much more turned on I can become just by my imagination, images, and by lightly touching myself. I am also doing this to see if I can free up my energy to facilitate my physical healing.
Now just for clarification, when I say masterbate, I am mainly referring to having an cllmax. I am allowing myself to become aroused naturally, but will not use toys, and will not forcefully rub anything against my privates.
So it is officially day 2 and I admit I'm already feeling uncomfortable just sitting here typing, but after I finish this post I will have some distractions.
Add This Entry To Your CureZone Favorites!Print this page
Email this page