Though this is a blog there is only a silence as I sit here, alone. Seemingly alone anyway but only as alone as anyone else would accept if this could be possible to begin with.
Date: 4/1/2015 6:45:54 AM ( 7 y ) ... viewed 594 times
This is not my first time staring at a blank page and attempting to paint my dreams, thoughts, and prayers while watching black lines dare to create colorful paintings.
So to clarify and make this easy for myself without excuses I will write what rests in me. I will write what makes me soar as it equally soars through me as I know no other way. If you find things here that are beautiful, then it is not mine but ours as real beauty is always only shared unlike most things of this world.
It may help you to understand a little bit about my writing style if you read my posts. In many ways I am a technician and break down all forms of reality that interest me until I can rebuild them on my own as best I can. I follow these structures and play with them willing to both fail and be incorrect. Mostly I always want to find a better way to create in these areas. This is why I am fasting currently which I will go into more in later posts.
Mostly I am a poet. We are all poets if we are simply willing to bleed what rests by our hearts when we speak and write. For those who have traveled this sometimes hard path to open to love, we have been scarred and we have been carried.
We have flown and we have crashed. If we could see how far we come beyond time we know today we would all be proud. So with that, I will just go ahead and be proud today of how far I have come, and able to write even a few more words today.
I would apologize for how I may come across at times and hold back knowing others may read this, but as I am writing to myself it does not seem appropriate apologize for these things.
Some things sound how they sound whether one wishes to hear them or not. Fire would melt ice as love would melt fear. Usually however, fear would choose to run as it is confused and does not even know love when it sees it. It only has a small memory of love which refers to loving another shell of some kind.
And so with love I offer this, as we are both from love which implies we would be love itself. Sure we have added a few layers around this, especially in a reality as this. Still, these things do not undermine the integrity of what we were, are, and will be.
Amen to all who have walked with us both seen and unseen, as to walk with one is indeed to walk with all who follow God and carry him in our hearts.
Our allies are many and our strength is Love itself, and with this we are able to undertake journeys we are called upon many do not understand.
With that, let the water fasting post begin :)
Peace and Amen
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