Blog: Water Fasting
by lunasister

Water Fasting Day #13

Water Fasting Day #13

Date:   7/13/2013 2:15:00 PM   ( 10 y ) ... viewed 15487 times

Very tired today. Itís 3:00pm and Iíve slept on and off all day. So tired. Iím out of breath from just rolling over in bed or walking from my bedroom to the bathroom. Sometimes I get dizzy on the way, and have to sit on the couch for a few seconds, and then it goes away. Need to careful when getting up too quickly. Iíve been having the weirdest dreams Iíve ever had in my life. Last night I dreamed my dad died. Heís already dead. It was terrible. Then dreamed of car accidents, and then my therapist hiding me in her house in a drawer that included a bed, as I was fearful of my ex-husband. My ex is a sketch, A therapist friend (not my therapist) told me to write down everything Iím grateful for so this weight loss mission doesnít become a suicide mission (in my mind it already has). I couldnít think of anything due to my judgement being impaired. I have family and friends but feel like a burden, so that didnít cross my mind. I isolate and rarely see them or talk to them. I rarely leave my house (or my bed) except to go to work, some of which I can do from bed. I have a $35,000 check coming in the mail, and I really couldnít care less at this point, where I was excited about it prior to this fast. When the sight and feel of my ribs and hip bones become more important than anything else, logically I know thatís a problem. Itís very easy to get sucked in to. Itís happened before. I was hospitalized weighing close to 85 pounds at 5í 5" a few years ago. When I left the hospital a couple of weeks later, I couldnít fit into the pants I wore upon admission, because I was up to 120 at that point. I couldnít button them, and was pissed, even though I did enjoy having my breasts back. I vividly remember breaking down in stores while shopping for pants, and having to shop in the little girls section for clothes. I went quickly from a size 4 to a 2 and then to a 0. After that, I tried the teen section. Nothing fit there either. Cute little girls jeans with bedazzle-looking crap on the back pockets did nothing for a woman who had to dress professionally for work. I settled on baggy size 0ís, and often cut holes in belts to use to keep them up. Oh, the memories.

Add This Entry To Your CureZone Favorites!

Print this page
Email this page
DISCLAIMER / WARNING   Alert Webmaster

CureZone Newsletter is distributed in partnership with

Contact Us - Advertise - Stats

Copyright 1999 - 2023

2.688 sec, (2)

Back to blog!
Add Blog To Favorites!
Add This Entry To Favorites!

Comments (1 of 1):
Re: Water Fasting Ö lunasÖ 10 y
All Comments (1)

Blog Entries (4 of 4):
Water Fasting Day #13  10 y
Water Fasting Day #12  10 y
Water Fasting Day #9  10 y
Water Fasting Day #7  10 y

Similar Blogs (10 of 185):
Converter  by dasdaf  50 h
Optimizing IndependÖ  by maxdigi  56 h
The Most Common ProÖ  by jasonbarnas  57 h
Mappitallís 3D ModeÖ  by Teriwall  63 h
Alushop - м&#Ö  by Alushop  8 d
Critical ConsideratÖ  by Melissahelen43  9 d
Tan dung ‚Äútam ly Ö  by sanaodling  10 d
WolfWinner  by MycroftNorman  10 d
myblogjokaroom  by jokaroomvip  13 d
Kitchen  by Pete729  13 d
All Blogs (1,019)

Back to blog!

Lugolís Iodine Free S&H
J.Crowísģ Lugolís Iodine Solution. Restore lost reserves.

New lower prices!
Hulda Clark Cleanses