Really hard times!
Date: 4/23/2009 3:19:59 PM ( 12 y ) ... viewed 1445 times
Last night was the worst i have felt on the fast. i was soo hungry and really couldnt get over the feeling - finally two cups of herbal tea somewhat helped. i went to bed feeling very ordinary and had an awful night sleep. that is two nights in a row. it was a really terrible feeling i cant even descibe it. it felt like my body was saying enough but i am determined to go the 30 days. i gave in and got on the scales and i am 141. How can i have only lost 4 pounds in 10 days on a MC. my weight has gone up in the last 4 days. arggghhhh!!! i knew it wasn't changing because i could just feel nothing was happening. i am still having 3-4 bms daily and exercising every day - i took yesterday off but i was ok with that. i should be shedding the pounds. i wouldnt mind if i didnt still have so much to go! my legs are really sore today and i want to go home to bed. one good thing is i had a lovely juice this morning so i am hoping this will improve things. otherwise this next 5 days is going to be tuff. i just thought the last bit would be easy when i am having to talk myself out of quitting each day. maybe the mc wasnt a good idea?? if things dont improve it will definately only be 30 days. it must be time to start eating.
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