pre- day 1, a "why"
Date: 4/12/2009 11:26:52 PM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 1483 times
i have been unsuccessfully trying to do a juice fast since about december. it is pretty embarrassing to admit, but the truth must come out. ITS APRIL AND I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING MORE THAN 5 days at a time. it's time. i'm ready to change. i am currently 210 and 5'10. it's annoying, with this "fake" fasting, i pretty much lie to myself and others, and my weight keeps fluxuating between 200 & 210.. I WANT TO STAY PERMANENTLY AT ONE WEIGHT.
i feel horrible for not being able to make a commitment to myself, but i felt like maybe this blog would help. i will be marking my progress (like the huge amts of other ppl) on here. daily or atleast every other day.
i know what i have to do. that is making it past day 5.. at day 5 i always fall apart. i'm looking to find myself and a sense of self control... now time for bed.
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