The Start of my journey
Date: 8/24/2008 2:05:02 PM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 1164 times
My goal is not a set number as I do not wish to torture myself that way, it is however a set way I want to feel. I've never been skinny. I was always the big girl growing up. Sometimes that bothered me and others it did not but i'm getting older now and finding its bothering me more and more so its time. I always tried to lose weight for the wrong reasons in the past, and as you might have guess, I was not very successful. This is it, this is MY time. I'm doing it for me cuz I want to feel better, not because I feel I am not beautiful at my current size, but because I don't want to be out of breath when I climb stairs and I want to be noticed for who I am rather then that fat chick. and I want to be able to buy clothes wherever I want. And because I am sick of being sickall the time and always tired!
I'm starting to eat much healthier and have signed up at the gym. thats been slow going due to a back injury I am getting over but I am getting into it slowly. I just broke up with my boyfriend of a year and decided I wanted more. When I had met him I had originally planned on working on myself for a year but he sort of just happend. now I am single again and can begin to work on myself again focusing on just me. Its my time to be selfish and finally take care of myself and no one else. I figure by bloggin my journey it holds me accountable. Not sure if anyone would read it or not but it forces me to be accountable to myself whether anyone reads it or not!!!
so as I go I will be documenting as much as I can. Wish me luck!
I had orginally started this blog elsewhere but there wasn't much support type reading material so I wanted to come here and repost and start over in an environment where I can read about others successes and setbacks and be inspired by their stories!
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