Who wants a hot dog anyway?
Date: 8/10/2008 2:55:10 PM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 2069 times
Turns out I'd got my days wrong. I'm on my 16th day...not my 15th, which is good to know. I didn't drink enough water yesterday and today. I'm so much better when I'm at home. My boyfriend and I went to a fair today...and he ate a hot dog...it smelt so so so good. I seriously could've cried. I'm really obsessing over food now. JUNK FOOD...even though I never really ate that much junk food to begin with. I'm afraid I might totally lose it once I can eat again....and just end up eating anything and everything I want. I refuse to give in though. I've come this far, there's no way I'm going to give up. You cant compare that feeling you get every time you drop a pound or fit into old clothes to stuffing your face with awful food. It's just not worth it. No way. I've controlled myself for this long...I'm really proud of myself. This juice fast has opened my eyes a lot to how much I used to eat unnecessarily.
I'm really glad that I'll be moving in with my boyfriend in september because he doesn't really eat that much. I really do put him to shame with my appetite. I think i'll just make sure to eat half of what he eats as opposed to a full fat plate. I'll survive. Plus I can't imagine my appetite being very attractive to him in the first place lol. AND eating less means I'll save money...everybody wins!
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